Viraha

kathañcana smāraṇam eva teṣām

kathañcana smāraṇam eva teṣām
avehi taj-jīvana-dānam eva |
teṣāṁ yato vismaraṇaṁ kadācit
prāṇādhikānāṁ maraṇāc ca nindyam ||
na sambhaved asmaraṇaṁ kadāpi
sva-jīvanānāṁ yad api priyāṇām |
tathāpi kenāpi viśeṣaṇena
smṛtiḥ praharṣāya yathā su-jīvitam ||
(Bṛhad Bhāgavatāmṛta: 1.7.129–130)

[Bhagavān to Nārada:] “Understand that somehow producing remembrance of them [i.e., those who are dear] is to give [those endowed with prema] life itself because any sort of forgetfulness of them who are more [dear] than one’s very life is more contemptible than dying [for those endowed with prema]. Although forgetting those who are as dear as one’s very life is never possible, still any sort of special remembrance [of them] is as great a joy as an abundant life.”

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icchet punas tādṛśam eva bhāvaṁ

icchet punas tādṛśam eva bhāvaṁ
kliṣṭaṁ kathañcit tad-abhāvataḥ syāt |
yeṣāṁ na bhātīti mate’pi teṣāṁ
gāḍhopakārī smṛti-daḥ priyāṇām ||
(Bṛhad Bhāgavatāmṛta: 1.7.128)

“[Bhagavān Śrī Kṛṣṇa to Śrī Nārada:]
It shall wish for a bhāva of that very type again,
And because of the absence of that [bhāva] somehow,
It shall become afflicted.
Even in the view of those for whom this [aforesaid explanation] does not shine [i.e., to whom it does not appeal],
A giver of remembrance of dear ones is highly supportive.”

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prāg yady api prema-kṛtāṁ priyāṇāṁ

prāg yady api prema-kṛtāṁ priyāṇāṁ
viccheda-dāvānala-vegato’ntaḥ |
santāpa-jātena duranta-śokā-
veśena gāḍhaṁ bhavatīva duḥkham ||
tathāpi sambhoga-sukhād api stutaḥ
sa ko’py anirvācyatamo mano-ramaḥ |
pramoda-rāśiḥ pariṇāmato dhruvaṁ
tatra sphuret tad-rasikaika-vedyaḥ ||
tac-choka-duḥkhoparamasya paścāc
cittaṁ yataḥ pūrṇatayā prasannam |
samprāpta-sambhoga-mahāsukhena
sampannavat tiṣṭhati sarvadaiva ||
(Bṛhad Bhāgavatāmṛta: 1.7.125–127)

“[Bhagavān Śrī Kṛṣṇa to Śrī Nārada:]
Although at first intense suffering—
Arising from absorption in endless grief
Produced by anguish within
As a result of an onslaught, created by prema,
Of the forest fire of separation
From those who are dear—
As though occurs,
Still in that ultimately
Some most ineffable and heart-satisfying
Abundance of delight,
Praised even more so than the happiness of enjoyment together (sambhoga),
And knowable only by a relisher of rasa,
Shall certainly manifest
Since after the cessation of the grief and suffering of that [i.e., of separation]
The heart becomes indeed ever satisfied
And dwells with completeness
As though endowed with the great happiness
Of fully attained enjoyment together (sambhoga).”

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dṛṣṭe’pi śāmyen mayi tan na duḥkhaṁ

dṛṣṭe’pi śāmyen mayi tan na duḥkhaṁ
viccheda-cintākulitātmanāṁ vai |
harṣāya teṣāṁ kriyate vidhir yo
duḥkhaṁ sa sadyo dviguṇīkaroti ||
(Bṛhad Bhāgavatāmṛta: 1.7.96)

“Even if I am seen [by them at last],
That suffering shall not cease
For they whose hearts are indeed overwhelmed
By unrest because of separation [from me].
The means which are enacted [by me]
For the sake of their elation
Immediately double their suffering.”

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yadi ca prītaye teṣāṁ tatra yāmi vasāmi ca

yadi ca prītaye teṣāṁ tatra yāmi vasāmi ca |
tathāpi kim api svāsthyaṁ bhāvyaṁ nālocayāmy aham ||
mad-īkṣaṇād eva vigāḍha-bhāvo-
dayena labdhā vikalā vimoham |
na daihikaṁ kiñcana te na dehaṁ
vidur na cātmānam aho kim anyat ||
(Bṛhad Bhāgavatāmṛta: 1.7.94–95)

“And if I go and reside there
For their pleasure,
I still do not consider
That their well-being will occur at all.
Becoming overwhelmed
And seized by intense stupor
Because of the arising of very deep bhāva
Just by the sight of me,
They know neither the bodily,
Nor the body,
Nor even themselves whatsoever.
Aho!
What [to speak] of anything else?”

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gavāṁ keva kathā kṛṣṇa te te’pi bhavataḥ priyāḥ

gavāṁ keva kathā kṛṣṇa te te’pi bhavataḥ priyāḥ |
mṛgā vihaṅgā bhāṇḍīra-kadambādyāś ca pādapāḥ ||
latāni kuñja-puñjāni śādvalāny api jīvanam |
bhavaty evārpayāmāsuḥ kṣīṇāś ca sarito’drayaḥ ||
(Bṛhad Bhāgavatāmṛta: 1.6.116–117)

“[Baladeva to Kṛṣṇa in Dvārakā:] Why talk like this [only] of the cows, O Kṛṣṇa? The animals, birds, and trees like the bhāṇḍīras and kadambas—they all too are dear to you. The creepers, multitudes of bowers, and greenswards have all offered their lives to you alone. The rivers and hills too are emaciated [in your absence].”

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kṣaṇa-mātraṁ ca tatratyair adṛṣṭe’smin na jīvyate

kṣaṇa-mātraṁ ca tatratyair adṛṣṭe’smin na jīvyate ||
vṛkṣādibhis tv antarite kadācid
asmin sati syāt sahacāriṇāṁ bhṛśam |
śrī-kṛṣṇa-kṛṣṇeti mahāpluta-svarair
āhvāna-bhaṅgyākulatā sa-rodanā ||
vraja-sthitānāṁ tv ahar eva kāla-
rātrir bhaved eka-lavo yugaṁ ca |
raviṁ rajo-vartma ca paśyatāṁ muhur
daśā ca kācin muralīṁ ca śṛṇvatām ||
ayaṁ hi tat-tad-vipineṣu kautukād
vihartu-kāmaḥ paśu-saṅgha-saṅgataḥ |
vayasyavagaiḥ saha sarvato’ṭituṁ
prayāti nityaṁ svayam agrajānvitaḥ ||
yatrātimattāmbu-vihaṅga-mālā-
kulīkṛtāly-āvalī-vibhrameṇa |
vicālitānāṁ kamalotpalānāṁ
sarāṁsi gandhair vilasaj-jalāni ||
tathā mahāścarya-vicitratāmayī
kalindajā sā vraja-bhūmi-saṅginī |
tathā-vidhā vindhya-nagādi-sambhavāḥ
parāś ca nadyo vilasanti yatra ca ||
tat-tat-taṭaṁ komala-bālukācitaṁ
ramyaṁ sadā nūtana-śādvalāvṛtam |
svābhāvika-dveṣa-visarjanollasan-
manojña-nānā-mṛga-pakṣi-saṅkulam ||
divya-puṣpa-phala-pallavāvalī-
bhāra-namrita-latā-taru-gulmaiḥ |
bhūṣitaṁ mada-kalāpi-kokila-
śreṇi-nāditam aja-stuti-pātram ||
vṛndāraṇye vraja-bhuvi gavāṁ tatra govardhane vā
nāste hiṁsā-haraṇa-rahite rakṣakasyāpy apekṣā |
gāvo gatvoṣasi vipinatas tā mahiṣy-ādi-yuktāḥ
svairaṁ bhuktvā sa-jala-yavasaṁ sāyam āyānti vāsam ||
(Bṛhad Bhāgavatāmṛta: 1.6.103–111)

“[Rohiṇī to Padmāvatī:] When he [viz., Kṛṣṇa] is unseen by those situated there [i.e., the people in Vraja] for even just a moment, they cannot live. O virtuous lady, whenever he is concealed [from their vision] by trees or anything else, tearful heartache will immediately arise in his companions along with a gesture of calling out [to him] in highly drawn-out tones, ‘O Śrī Kṛṣṇa! O Kṛṣṇa!’ Indeed for those situated in Vraja [i.e., those such as Śrī Rādhikā who remain back in the village while Śrī Kṛṣṇa is out for the day with his companions in the forest herding the cows], just the day can become [like] a night of destruction [i.e., it can feel as long as the night of universal dissolution] and one instant [can feel like] an epoch (yuga). Some [indescribable] state [of near madness arising from profound prema] comes about for those [residents of Vraja who can be observed daily to be] constantly watching the sun [in the afternoon since it indicates how close it is to the early evening when Kṛṣṇa will return to the village], the dust [which rises when Kṛṣṇa and the cows are approaching the village], and the path [by which Kṛṣna will re-enter the village] and listening for the flute [which Kṛṣṇa plays as he re-enters to the village]. Out of eagerness, he [viz., Śrī Kṛṣṇa] of his own accord goes out daily surrounded by his herds of animals and accompanied by his elder brother to roam all about with his companions, being desirous of sporting in those [completely ineffable] forests [of Vṛndāvana and so on] (1) in which there are lakes of sparking water [filled] with the fragrances of lotuses and lilies swaying [back and forth] because of the frolicking of swarms of bees frenzied by flocks of highly excited water birds, (2) in which the land of Vraja’s companion, she [of immense ineffable beauty] the daughter of [Mount] Kalinda [viz., the River Yamunā], replete with greatly astonishing variegatedness, and other similar rivers like those coming from the Vindhya Mountains [i.e., the Carmaṇvatī (Chambal)] and elsewhere, shine [alt., play], and (3) [in which] there are those [completely ineffable] delightful banks [of those river and lakes] that are (a) loaded with soft sand, (b) always topped with fresh grass, (c) filled with various charming birds and animals sporting [together] having given up their natural enmity [towards one another], (d) decorated by creepers, trees, and shrubs bowed by the weight of the rows of their splendid flowers, fruits, and sprouts, (e) made resonant by flocks of maddened peacocks and cuckoos, and (f) recipient of the unborn one’s [viz., Brahmā’s] praise [as expressed in SB 10.14.34 and elsewhere]. There is no need even for protection of the cows there in the forest of Vṛndā, in the land of Vraja [i.e., in the village of Nandīśvara and so on], or in Govardhana [since all of these places are] free from violence and theft. Those [ineffably exalted] cows, accompanied by the buffaloes and so on [i.e., goats and other animals], go out in the morning, partake of grass along with water, and at will return from the forest to the village in the evening [and thus it is not that Kṛṣṇa has to herd them, that the people of Vraja require and force Kṛṣṇa to do so, or that he suffers while doing so, but rather that Kṛṣṇa goes out each to day to herd them of his own free will out of his own desire to sport with them and his beloved companions in the midst of the forests, mountains, rivers, and lakes of the land of Vraja and by doing so he rejoices immensely].”

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teṣāṁ tu śokārti-bharaṁ kadāpi taṁ

teṣāṁ tu śokārti-bharaṁ kadāpi taṁ
paraiḥ prakārair anivartyam āptataḥ |
janāt sa vikhyāpya janeṣu sarvato
vrajaṁ priya-prema-vaśo’cirād gataḥ ||
vidagdha-mūrdhanya-maṇiḥ kṛpākulo
vraja-sthitānāṁ sa dadat sapady asūn |
tathā samaṁ tair vijahāra te yathā
visasmarur duḥkham adaḥ samūlakam ||
yadi ca ko’pi kadācid anusmared
vadati tarhi mayā śvapatā bata |
kim api duṣṭam ananvayam īkṣitaṁ
saruditaṁ ca bhayād bahu śocati ||
cireṇa gopāla-vihāra-mādhurī-
bharaiḥ samākṛṣṭa-vimohitendriyāḥ |
na sasmaruḥ kiñcid atītam eṣyad apy
amī vidur na vraja-vāsino janāḥ ||
(Bṛhad Bhāgavatāmṛta: 2.6.348–351)

“Making known among the people [i.e., the Yadus and others] everywhere through a credible person [such as Uddhava] that that [i.e., the ineffable] profusion of their [i.e., the people of Vraja‘s] sorrow and distress was inexorable by other means [i.e., by any means other than his returning to Vraja], he [i.e., Śrī Kṛṣṇa] without delay went to Vraja, being captivated by the prema of his dear ones [there]. He, the crest-jewel of the artful, overcome with compassion, immediately gave vital airs to the residents of Vraja [who had been as though without them in his absence]. He enjoyed with them such that they forgot that [i.e., the suffering of separation from him] along with its root [i.e., Akrūra’s coming to Vraja, his going to Mathurā, and so on]. And if ever anyone would remember [that separation from him or its suffering], then [in confusion or distress] one would say, ‘Bata! What sort of inauspicious inanity has been seen by me as I was dreaming [since Śrī Kṛṣṇa’s ever leaving Vraja is utterly impossible]!’ and grieve profusely with lamentation out of fear [thus demonstrating the manifest presence of the Vraja-vāsīs’ special, paramount prema verily in every respect]. These people residing in Vraja soon did not remember anything of the past [i.e., they soon lost all awareness of Kṛṣṇa’s ever having left Vraja] and did not think of the future [i.e., they never thought that he would leave again], their senses being fully attracted and engrossed by the profusion of sweetness of Gopāla’s play [there in Vraja with them].”

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tat-tad-viśeṣo nirvācyo’nanta-śaktyāpi nāparaḥ

tat-tad-viśeṣo nirvācyo’nanta-śaktyāpi nāparaḥ |
mahārti-janake tasmin ko vā dhīmān pravartate ||
(Bṛhad Bhāgavatāmṛta: 2.6.191)

“Further detail about all of that is not effable even with Ananta’s [alt., endless] śakti. And what intelligent person pursues that which is a cause of great heartache?”

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śire vajra paḍe yadi putra mari yāya

śire vajra paḍe yadi putra mari yāya |
tāhā sahi, tomāra viccheda sahana nā yāya ||
(Caitanya-caritāmṛta: 2.7.48)

“If a thunderbolt strikes my head or my son dies, I can tolerate that. Tolerating separation from you [however] is not possible.”

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